ever since it rained yesterday, we felt chilly as we walked back from school to hall just after ten o clock.

but the cold, i feel, is certainly much more welcome than all that heat from the past few days.

i feel quite tired now, although i have no reason to be.

i haven't been doing any proper serious work since the week started an to be honest, i'm more annoyed at myself than anything. yesterday was supposed to be a productively-used day.

my pointe shoes are still very stiff. they're sitting on my lap now and I am sitting in com201 lecture tuning out of Prof Hao's voice. He's going through the answers for the midterms that i got a sad 70% on -.- gah.

i still can't decide if i should.
ok i decided that i would so i'll just go ahead with it.
and yet, when asked that question i really can't quite give a proper answer.
i guess...

maybe it's true, maybe i'm really not ever meant to play a part like that.

at least i can look forward to ballet tonight. which reminds me, i need superglue.

maybe tmr morning i'll go for a swim.

and actually i'm not really sure why i'm writing all this.

finding out unexpected things from old friends hasn't lost its novelty, though. (:

righto i'll just publish this before i ramble about something else irrelevant.