and now i suffer because i am not doing the things that are most important to me.

(okay wait, did i say are? i think i meant should be.)

you know many times during the day sometimes i get this sudden inspiration to blog because something randomly interesting happens, but by the time i get here i just dont' feel like writing it down.

either that or the moment's lost and i can't remember what i wanted to say about it.

pity though, because i really would like to remember some of it.

like on tuesday, when jamie and stacey were playing with those bubbles we used to blow up in primary school and fool around with.

somehow i envisioned so many nice picture moments, and heard Billy Porter's 'Time' playing in my head, and holding that bubble just made me so much happier.

it almost made me forget about the nothing that i've done for my exams which start on the fourteenth.

brilliant, really. i look at myself and i think, this can't really be happening, i don't make these kinds of choices.

right. so. whatever sense that made to you, i have five more chapters of com201 to read (read, mind you, i've never SEEN them before so i can't STUDY it.) so i'm gonna stop here.