i'm sure that not only am i breaking out in pimples, I am also on my way to falling severely sick and screwing up my biological clock, and ruining my diet by always eating late at night (and in alarmingly large quantities throughout the day when my metabolism simply does not allow for it), hence exploding to monstrous proportions that make me fear and avoid the weighing machine.

and to compound my unhappiness, i have lost my first pair of monthlies within three days. wow great way to save money, jeanette. fantastic.

this seriously reeks. i don't know what to do about my lifestyle now.

so much for thinking that i was keeping things under control. sheesh. right now just about nothing seems to be.

i guess i can't wait for this to be over and done with so i can get my life back on track and together again.

urrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhh.

and now i will force myself to go to sleep.
(yeah right)