yep, i'm back from dance camp (WHICH I SURVIVED YEEHAA! although honestly i really wonder how i did for evaluation. part of me says that i really shouldn't care because i'm really in it just to dance anyway, but another part of me really meant what i shared with everyone in that circle yesterday... to push my limits and to find new boundaries as a dancer. and i really do want to know where i stand... i guess.), and here's what i'm done with so far:

Tonight: Rehearsal for 13 Dec Performance, Send Yue Yuan off!
27-30 Nov: Fly By Night Video Competition.
29 Nov: Catechist Elections (although I think i'll miss this :/)
30 Nov: Catechist Meeting, help JRS sell calendars at Risen Christ, Send Carissa off!
1st Dec: Subject registration, rehearsal for Dec 13 Performance, Lyrical Jazz (hopefully!)
2nd-5th Dec: Work! UE registration
4th Dec: Rehearsal for Dec 13 Performance
5th Dec: CSA Christmas party? or Euthanasia Talk?
6th Dec: CC2 Presentation day, FOC Handover
7th Dec: 2nd year celebration ((:
8th Dec: Spectrum heads meeting, O School Recital @ SP
9th-12th Dec: Dance Camp
12th dec night: rehearse for 13th dec performance!
13th Dec: Performance!

I want to complain though! MY POWER CORD IS SPOILT :( we just sent it off for repair but the guys can't even confirm with me that it'll be fixed for free because my laptop is still under warranty with Courts. sigh.

and HOW CAN IT BE that a power cord costs $60! THERE'S NO WAY. and so readily, the guy was willing to drop it to $50. whatever man. total rubbish.

but anyway.

Tonight i'll be meeting up with Haoren, bex & josh... oh happy days. haven't seen them in an age and it's always been great to catch up after a long time. :)

tomorrow, AMAZINGLY ENOUGH, I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WHOOT WHEE!

i shall use it to read as much as i can, or catch a movie maybe (although i guess i only want to see four christmases and sunday movie price is expenseeeeve :( ).

monday is reserved for you. :)

and after that, here's the ramainder of my schedule:

16th-18th Dec: Genting!!!! :D
20th Dec: Lectors' Christmas Party
27th Dec: Mich's Wedding!

hurrah! only fun things left. ok but i'm supposed to be coordinating carolling and i'm really not sure how that is going... sigh. looks like it's not gonna be able to happen this year :/ i am disappointed at my disappointing organisational skills.

and something inside me is a little sad that I am losing touch. and even though i try (i really do), it looks like you aren't keen anyway.

something inside me would like to feel as if I deserve friends who want to meet me and catch up with me and get to know me better as much as I care about and love them.

and yes, even though that was cheesy, i loved it. and i'll watch that third one.

:)

and we're two.