i just want to make sure that what i'm doing is the best that i can.

i'm sorry that it takes a little bit of time to produce it, but there it is.

i'm sorry, and if you can't understand, i don't know what to do either because if i am as efficient as you, i wouldn't even be producing the standard of work you do.

you have no idea how much i am tempted each time to do that.

but i care, and that's why it always ends up this way.

so if you are my friend and you care about me, i guess you could help me by being a little nicer to me, instead of getting pissed at me for the way i work.
because it really hurts when you do.